We had snow here yesterday. Why does it have to get cold out. It just makes everything Hurt all the more.
I go to work and I come home. That is all I am doing right now. When I am at home I sit on the couch and try to get the kinks out. When I am at work I have to stand the whole time. When will it stop. I know I should be stretching or something but it is just too dang hard to do.
I know it isn't that bad yet, but it is starting to feel that way. It is going to be one long winter here I thinks.
The fibro is running across my back. The osteo is doing a number on my wrist, ankles, hips and back. The rynards is doing a number with my fingers so I am not able to punch in at work. The tips of my fingers all puffed up like I have been in the water for hours. So I don't have any finger print left. That is how we pinch in at work is with a finger print scan. I could become a thief.
I am also freezing all the time. Dang it is cold. I am putting on so many layers and still not getting warm. It feels like menopause has never hit me at all.
So now I have to take it day by day and hope for the best. Some days are okay and others are just terrible and if I am at work that day it is double bad.
You know Frankenstein would walk better then I would on some days.
I think it will soon be time to start renovating a house to make it disability proof for me. A better tub for bathing. With bars to help me back out. A better toilet so I am able to get back up when I sit down. The big thing will be the stairs and getting up and down there. Well will have to look into a chair lift of some kind. I made mention that I can slide down the bannister. And when I have to come back up with hubby putting a rope around me and pulling me up one step at a time. Just kidding.
Well here's to a long winter ahead. I hope a holiday in the warm weather comes very soon.
Think it suits the mood
Monday 22 October 2012
Sunday 14 October 2012
Oh great the rainy season is back
Well as I sit here on the couch waiting for supper to finish cooking I decide that it is time to write again.
Well what do I write about.
I could complain about the weather. Or maybe I could complain about how sore I am getting. Yeah the weather and the pain. They seem to go hand in hand. Wonderful.
The weather has come in again. Winter time rain, rain, rain. No more nice summer heat were I can move and not feel the pain that goes along with it.
Every year more and more seems to go wrong. Now going up the steps is getting to be a chore. I make a move to go up the steps and my knees say no way to that and I stop before I even try. I just can't make my legs make the move so I stand there and wait until I think it is time to move. Just great.
I am also feeling the fibro take effect for the year too. As I stand at work my back seems to tense up more and more. Then it starts moving down my back and into my legs. I just don't get a break from this at all.
Today my legs were cramping up as well. So to put it all together I am just starting my winter feeling like shit. It is going to be a long winter. Vacation were are you. Nice warm weather and sunshine please come my way.
Well at least I do not have the visit from my frogs yet. Just give it time though. As I start to have trouble sleeping then they will start to hit.
You know maybe if I would make the dogs sleep down at the end of the bed were they should be I could probably sleep a little better. I like their warmth. I am always liking for a warm snout sticking in my face. Or sometimes it is a warm butt sticking in my face. Mind you I love their heat but I just wish they would pick a better place to sleep then right in my face. Sometimes they move down a little. Especially when I start tossing and turning allot. They give me the look and then bugger off a little lower. One ends up laying in the curl of my tummy and the other one is behind my legs. There is a methods to my madness of sleeping with the dogs. I don't have my hubby sleeping close then. I like this madness you know.
The problem is when I have to hit the little girls room in the middle of the night. Two dogs in the way and not to get the look from them you have to scoot yourself out of bed by pulling yourself up out of the covers. Then raising one leg over one dog and the slipping the other leg out from around the other dog. This is a workout all in itself. Bathroom break and then back to bed. Reverse of what I just dod. Lift this leg over the other. Around the dog and slide the other leg around the other dog. Then scoot yourself back into bed. Cover up and hope you don't have to get out again. You don't want to have the look again.
I do love the dogs but they do have their ways that they like to go by.
So now that winter has started I have to start figuring out how I am going to stay the most non sore for the year. Drugs don't seem to do anything for me except make me loopy. Exercise does a little but it also make me sore. I could just chuck it all and lay on the couch all day. But that is just going to stiffen me up to no end. No win situation here. I don't like this one littl bit.
Well what do I write about.
I could complain about the weather. Or maybe I could complain about how sore I am getting. Yeah the weather and the pain. They seem to go hand in hand. Wonderful.
The weather has come in again. Winter time rain, rain, rain. No more nice summer heat were I can move and not feel the pain that goes along with it.
Every year more and more seems to go wrong. Now going up the steps is getting to be a chore. I make a move to go up the steps and my knees say no way to that and I stop before I even try. I just can't make my legs make the move so I stand there and wait until I think it is time to move. Just great.
I am also feeling the fibro take effect for the year too. As I stand at work my back seems to tense up more and more. Then it starts moving down my back and into my legs. I just don't get a break from this at all.
Today my legs were cramping up as well. So to put it all together I am just starting my winter feeling like shit. It is going to be a long winter. Vacation were are you. Nice warm weather and sunshine please come my way.
Well at least I do not have the visit from my frogs yet. Just give it time though. As I start to have trouble sleeping then they will start to hit.
You know maybe if I would make the dogs sleep down at the end of the bed were they should be I could probably sleep a little better. I like their warmth. I am always liking for a warm snout sticking in my face. Or sometimes it is a warm butt sticking in my face. Mind you I love their heat but I just wish they would pick a better place to sleep then right in my face. Sometimes they move down a little. Especially when I start tossing and turning allot. They give me the look and then bugger off a little lower. One ends up laying in the curl of my tummy and the other one is behind my legs. There is a methods to my madness of sleeping with the dogs. I don't have my hubby sleeping close then. I like this madness you know.
The problem is when I have to hit the little girls room in the middle of the night. Two dogs in the way and not to get the look from them you have to scoot yourself out of bed by pulling yourself up out of the covers. Then raising one leg over one dog and the slipping the other leg out from around the other dog. This is a workout all in itself. Bathroom break and then back to bed. Reverse of what I just dod. Lift this leg over the other. Around the dog and slide the other leg around the other dog. Then scoot yourself back into bed. Cover up and hope you don't have to get out again. You don't want to have the look again.
I do love the dogs but they do have their ways that they like to go by.
So now that winter has started I have to start figuring out how I am going to stay the most non sore for the year. Drugs don't seem to do anything for me except make me loopy. Exercise does a little but it also make me sore. I could just chuck it all and lay on the couch all day. But that is just going to stiffen me up to no end. No win situation here. I don't like this one littl bit.
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