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Wednesday 20 February 2013

Dentist hit again along with more life hitting me in the face.

Yeah I made it to the dentist today.

Really fun life I have. It seems that I am going to have,ore root canal done and more caps put on. Lovely!

I just thought of this. I am going to have all these caps I can start my own bottling company. What can I bottle with all of these caps. Not so funny is it?

Well I got a cleaning today and low and behold. I have more cavities. Yeah!! Do I just love that. So now. I have to go in and have some sleep again and get some more work done. This is an all day sleep. Don't remember much of the last time I did this. But teeth were better then when I went in there.

Other the that. I am in allot of pain. My back has been giving me allot of trouble here lately. Since that is the norm then the fibro comes on as well. So then I can feel it everywhere. Gaul! So moving and doing things just got a little harder.

We went for a walk here yesterday when it was so nice. The sun was a shining and for one day the temperature was in the double didgets. Warm and sunny. Just beautiful. So we walked a long walk first thing in the morning and then another walk in the marsh in the afternoon.. That was a three Kms walk there. So that night tried to get up off the couch and I couldn't do it. That was a shock to me. I have never had any trouble with that. Now I am realizing that it is not as easy as it use to be. I have to take it easy and not over do or I end up not being able to move. Not a fun prospect at all.

So now a holiday is coming up and there will be allot of walking involved in this. Well I think I am going to have to pace myself. I use to be able to walk and walk for miles. Now I will only be walking a little and then checking out what is happening with other people who are walking around while I am sitting there watching the hustle and bustle of everyone else. This may not be a great of a vacation then I thought it might be. If I can't get around as well I am not going to enjoy myself as much. Well I am going to try the best I can. I have allot of passes to use and I want to see as much as I can. I don't know if I will have another chance at seeing this place again or not.

I was out today. Tried to step up on the curb and my knee gave out on me for a minute. Hubbie said it looked like I was doing a balance dance. He said you know you are going to try that maybe you should be closer to me. Well he was on the other side of the car. How could I be closer to him? Anyways this is telling me that I may have to start using a cane here. I have to keep my balance somehow. Or I am going to end up on my keister some time or rather and not be able to get up. I'm and old broad with a cane. Coming up. Well what will they think at work if I walk around with a cane. Probably tell me to get rid of it or don 't be working here anymore.

Yeah working there is a thought. They may not want me around there much longer. I feel useless there right now. I try to do what I did before but I just can't do it. So I do what I can. Doesn't seem to be much though. Work is expecting more and more out of you and I can only do so much before I have to stop and smell the roses for awhile. I think retirement will be in the air here soon. But I have to find another way to bring in some money. The bills still have to be paid every month. Any suggestions? Well have to think on that for awhile.

I guess I have rambled on here for a little too long. Complain complain.. That's what I do.