You know there are just some days you can't just sleep in a little. I am sitting here at five o'clock in the morning. I was up at four. Give me a break here.
My mind is just rushing with things I can't seem to figure out. First off I bought a new set of lights to put outside for Christmas. Yesterday I could not for the life of me figure out how to get them together so they work. So low and behold I am up this morning playing around with them. I need my sleep, but that doesn't seem to make my mind turn off so I can sleep and stop thinking about what had to be done. Well I did eventually figure out how to get them together so they all work at once.
I may not be to smartest bulb in the lot but I did get them to work. Took two hours to figure it out. Real technical it was. Just have to plug in both the plug and the transformer and they start doing the sequence they are suppose to do. I thought I had a bunch of broken sets that would not work together. I think sjogrens is going to my head.
Lately I have been feeling light headed and walking is getting to be a bit of a chore. Well at least to walk straight that is. I am heading in a direction and for some reason it takes longer to get there. What is with that. It is a straight line I a heading for but my body just wants to take a detour to the right or the left. I do end up were I want to be eventually but it just takes a little extra time to get there.
The fibro is playing havoc with me as well. One day will feel pretty good and then the next day my back is a little sore in the morning and by afternoon I have what feels like the flu again. Every were just hurts. Even my skin if I touch it feels like there is barb wire running up and down it. I bang something with my arm and the pain just runs every were. Brother that is a pain.
Now steps are getting to be a problem with me as well. I have to use the stair quite a bit during the day. To go to lunch room and then back down to desk. At home allot of things are down stairs. My work shop, my craft room, the laundry room and so on maybe just to get outside and let the dogs out. Going down is not too much of problem but coming back up my knees buckle and I have to stop. So now living in the house that I love is now going to start to be a problem as well.
Oh oh here comes some twinges to my shoulders and back. I guess it is time to stop my whining here and maybe head back to bed for a little more snoozing before I have to go to work. Yeah another day of work. I really would love to retire but the bills will not get paid that way. Some day I hope it will be a reality. But for now have to keep truckin along and feeling the pain and whining. I know you are all sick of hearing it but I am probably going to be whining allot more as this progresses further and hurts more.
Time for a little snooze before I end up at work sleeping.
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